All in It's My Life

On Monday, two people asked me what I *really* wanted to do, and both times what I can up with was to be the head of Career Services for Fordham.  (At Fordham just because that's my alma mater and the school I have the closest connection to... not because it needs the most help... seems that most schools are on par with each other in this area.)

That's not really realistic, though, for a number of reasons.  First, I don't want to run the current implementation of career services at any university... The whole thing needs to be completely reinvented and its unlikely any university would allow that without a serious change in its approach.  Too harsh?  Take a poll of current students and graduates...ask them how helpful career services has been to them.  Ask graduates how satisfied they are with their current job and whether or not career services even helped them get a job in the first place.  Find out how many graduates undergo a complete career change within the first three years of graduating.  It's just a broken model.  A career staff of 5 can't help 2000 graduates all find their dream jobs without seriously scalable educational structures.

I have no doubt that the numbers are sorrowful, but I also have no doubt that most schools don't even come close to keeping these statistics.  I teach.  I talk to students all the time and right now, especially right now, they're overwhelmed by the task of career fulfillment.  I'll write more later on this, but its not a quality issue in career services personnel.  They're dedicated, hardworking people.  Its a structural issue with the way these groups interact with students, employers, alumni, and information technology that creates serious inefficiencies. 

You've got alumni with a tremendous knowledge base that goes relatively untapped.  Counselors get tasked with the impossible task of helping a student get into book publishing one day and mortgage backed securities trading the next.  Plus, you've got all these fantastic information and networking resources online like blogs and social networks that the students aren't being taught how to use professionally because most schools don't actually have a career class.

What I realized, though, is that the problems with this kind of education are not limited to the college career office.  In general, structures for industry specific learning, particularly when it comes from learning from the accumulated wisdom of successful and experienced professionals, is horribly inefficient.  This occurs to me when I compare the success of grassroots efforts like nextNY and BarCamp to the conference industry at large.  As nonprofit, community driven organizations, they are often able to attract better, or at least more passionate, participants than their pricey, more capital intensive counterparts in a more open and intimate setting.  Many times, conferences amount to members of a community paying hundreds of dollars to talk to themselves--a tax on poor self organization.  Plus, you often wind up with industry newcomers having the material go over their heads and veterans finding the content relatively pedestrian.  And don't even get me started on how hard it is to find the three people you absolutely should meet.

One of the issues with these grassroots organizations is that the second you turn on the money part, it needs structure, oversight, and it sort of loses its authenticity.

What of this all?  I dunno...  but what we have now in terms of how I connect with likeminded folks, or how someone learns about a career and makes contacts... is just poor.   The amount of work I need to do to accomplish anything the least bit efficient on this front is ridiculous.

One thing I'm going to really love about having a little bit of time is the opportunity to meet more people.  I'm a sponge for new people and their projects and being able to schedule things during the day is very exciting...  so these next two weeks before I go will be very busy.

However, I'm also making some time for play.   I spent a good chunk of this weekend dragging Mere around my life, which she was able to document.

Seems to me that any offspring would be genetically predisposed to large smiles...

Keeping a watchful eye over the kayakers...  and yes, that's my softball jersey.  No reason to change if I was just going to get it dirty later.

Concentration...

Samara almost got lapped...    but she did get on with a nice outfield single.

   

I think I can... I think I can...

Sweet action shots...  and yes, I totally popped the ball up to center, but it looked nice, no?

Four of Us Had Lyme Disease goes to 7-0, winning 21-12 even though we only had 8 people.

Softball is often a metaphor for life.

Seriously, hear me out.

I play on and manage two teams.  When it comes to writing up the lineups, I always pencil everyone else in at their positions first, and then play wherever we’re missing anyone.  Sometimes it means the outfield, sometimes first.  Last night, I found myself at shortstop for an inning.  I can pretty much hold my own almost anywhere in the field.

I’ve always been like that—playing where the team needed me.  I enjoy new challenges and try to take a very systematic and thoughtful approach.  I may not play the most graceful first base, for example, but I grew up watching my best friend playing it quite well and I’m always learning, taking notes…  studying the game.

So when I started at Oddcast about a year ago as Director of Consumer Products—Voki employee #1 (before it even had a name, and yes, the name is my doing, or my fault, depending on what you think of it)—I played the role of utility player for quite some time.  Sometimes it meant working on product specifications, other times consulting on design and UI, and then I also found myself in marketing and business meetings.  It was an exciting opportunity not only to cut my teeth on product work, but also participate in all of the various aspects of the operational side.

In time, we filled out the Voki team around me…  Business Development, Product, Marketing.  As we got closer to launch, internal folks started converging and helping to push things forward.  That was great for the product, but not as great for the larger opportunity that I wanted for my career.  Essentially, if we're keeping with my metaphor, I started to DH, since all of our positions in the field were being filled.  That may have been the most logical move for the team, but I knew deep down that I had the ability to make a bigger impact.

Was it a desired outcome?  To be honest, not really, but it’s also no one’s fault and there are no hard feelings.  I initiated the conversation about transition about a month and a half ago.  I thanked Adi, our founder, for believing in me enough to bring me here in the first place and providing a fantastic experience.  I talked about my desire to make the biggest impact possible in this social media/startup world we’re in and we came to the mutual conclusion that Voki was in good hands with the team we had put in place.  At that point, we set a timetable that would allow me to explore some other opportunities that came up without leaving the team shorthanded.  In fact, I will continue to work with Oddcast in a part time role over the next month or so and specifically focus on a couple of product and business development projects that I really want to see through to conclusion. 

In an organization moving from a service business to more of a product business, there are bound to be disagreements, changing roles, and tough decisions, but I have to say that, down to a person, I enjoyed working with and respect every single employee here at Oddcast. 

So, what’s next for me?   Well, I’m not completely done with the sports analogy.  Consider this my declaration of free agency.  There have been some very compelling opportunities that have come through the grapevine (it was hard to completely keep it a secret that I was leaving) and I’m going to explore those.  Frankly, I’m looking forward to having the time and the focus to give every opportunity I have its deserved attention.  Trying to think about the next job while still working is hard.  In the past, I took a weekend off before I started as an analyst at Union Square Ventures, and with Oddcast, I started working here on weekends even before I left USV.  I’m definitely not going to do that again! 

As you probably know from this blog, I have an exciting cross country trip planned for the first two and a half weeks of July and will take that time to think about what’s next and where I can make the most out of what I have to offer.

So what do I have to offer?

I’ve been exposed to quite a lot in a very short amount of time…  getting more involved in venture capital from the LP side in 2004—the beginning of what people consider to be Web 2.0, jumping to a top tier venture firm in 2005 and seeing just about everything in the space for a year and a half, and then rolling up my sleeves and launching a social web application at a portfolio company that has thousands of users after just a few weeks of its Alpha launch.  I’m extremely interested in product work, but also how the social media world has left a very thin line between product, marketing, and business development (see Facebook apps).  I’ve been a technically savvy non-developer since 1987, when my dad first game home with our PS/2, and while I understand and believe in the power of “Web 2.0”.  But, that goes for a lot of folks my age.  What I think separates me is that I also have my feet firmly grounded in a Finance major and Economics/Accounting minors and can help companies take a very rational and effective approach to social media, versus just playing “follow the buzz”. 

What could I do with all that?  Well, I’m willing to have a conversation with just about anyone in the space and I’m considering everything from being employee #2, employee #8, working at ad agencies, venture firms, incubators, big media companies and maybe even just teaching fulltime.  So, if you know of anyone interesting that I should be talking to, please, by all means feel free to make an introduction.  My e-mail is charlie (dot) odonnell (at) gmail.com.

In the meantime, I do have a little bit of time on my hands, so if there are any interesting consulting projects or speaking engagements, I think it’s a great opportunity to get to know people I might want to work with and for others to get to know my capabilities.  I’ve had a unique opportunity to connect to so many great people… 3 great employers, 2,000 blog readers, 900+ nextNYers, 500+ LinkedIn connections… and I’ve learned such a great deal from them that I always enjoy sharing it, especially with relative newcomers to the social media space, which is why I teach at Fordham’s grad and undergrad programs as well.

In closing, I want to thank everyone at Oddcast for making my time here incredibly educational and helping to lay the groundwork to make Voki successful, particularly Oddcast’s founders Adi & Gil Sideman, Adam G., who Voki could not have come to fruition without and I learned a ton about the technical side of product management from, our tech “hat trick” in Sergey, Dave, and Jon, our VP of Biz Dev Shaival, Hannah the Instigator, Annette, Craig, Yuni, Daphne, James, Cory, Tony, Erez, Gally, Isak, Oren, and Riv. 

You ever just complete drop the ball with something in the worst possible scenario, have no legitimate excuse for it, and of course, you do it for the second time with the only other person or group you've done it to before.

Brain, why do you mock me?

Ugh.

I'm not much of a traveller, I'll admit that.  I can count the number of times I've been out of the country on one hand, and one of those times was Canada, so I'm not entirely sure that counts.  (Just a little good clean Canadian humor, eh... just kidding around.)

So, when the idea of a cross country road trip was proposed to me, I jumped at the idea.  Ok, so actually, I thought about it carefully, and created several maps and spreadsheets on it, but the jumping was there in spirit.

But, actually, the whole planning thing was not only a logistical pain in the butt, but I thought of lots of opportunities for web app to help me out.

So first off, here's the trip:  (PS... All these yellow markets aren't necessarily real stops... sometimes, I just had to make sure Google Maps put me on the right road so I had to enter somewhere random to force it.)

My Cross Country Route

And here's a link to the real map...   

And then to our calendar.    It's quite ambitious...  and no, I'm not driving the 'Stang.  No interest in putting 4900 miles on it.  That's what rental cars are for.  Plus, we're only driving one way.

But what I really wanted was a great integration of a map and a calendar, one that took into consideration driving times.   On top of that, I wanted to layer on events and hotels... ones that took into consideration the time I was going to be there.  For example, by random chance, I stumbled upon a fair in St. Louis going on right around July 4th when I'm going to be there.  Also, it was a pretty manual process to match my driving and my calendar with the various baseball games that I wanted to see, because teams aren't always in town when you are.

Not only that, the group collaboration around this trip was very manual... mostly with passing links back and forth.   I wanted to give my co-pilot the opportunity to comment on various parts of the trip.   Plus, the collected wisdom of others came in handy.  We got advice from others to make sure we hit the South Dakota Badlands and exactly what time to hit them.  Now we know that, but what about others making that same trip.

So what I'm looking for is a Google Maps, Gcal, Travelocity, Yelp, Gchat, Wiki, Blogs, Flickr mashup for roadtrips.   That doesn't seem like it would be that hard to do.  :)

I'm listening to Silversun Pickups on the N train home  my blogging class.  I would have biked home, its a beautiful night, but I seemed to strain an abdominal muscle last week and nicely aggrevated it at the gym on Sunday, so I won't push it...at least not until my two softball games at the end of the week.

The train is a bit empty now...it's 10PM.  Ther girl down at the other end of my bench seat has a tattoo on the back of her neck.  I don't mess with neck tats.  Neck tats always trump arm tats.  I think the order, from most to least hardcore is face, neck, arm, back, leg. The guy across from her has no distraction devices... No iPod, no book, no nothing.  He's just sitting there, looking around, reading subway ads.   Nineteen people in this car... Six have iPods. Apparently, market penetration is like 30 percent, so we're a pretty average bunch. 

I hate typing on this Treo.  My thumbs keep bumping into each other.  Pacific Street.  One iPod on, one iPod off.  Equillibrium is maintained.  I wonder where everyone gets their music.  The girl across from me has abandoned her SAT Test Prep book for a paperback of "Starter Wife".  For some reason, it's got Deborah Messing on the cover.  Is this a movie coming out?  This N train is a fancy new one...with easy to read electronic displays of the wrong station coming up next.   36 Street.  Dragula by Rob Zombie.  I thought of naming my car Dragula, but what's really the point of a car name other than to... Ok, speaking of idiocy, the guy over in the next car just walked off the train with his bike and just biked down to the end of the platform. A subway platform is like the last place I'd bike around.  That's got all sorts of dangerous written all over it.  It is freezing in this car.  I seem to be sitting right under a vent.  Getting up... Train traffic ahead of us...at this
  time??  Liars...unless it's the money train or the garbage train.  Switching at 59th Street....Depeche Mode...World in My Eyes. If I had a hernia, it would be a big painful protrusion, right?  I wouldn't be able to stand up straight, right?  On the R train.  I don't envy suit wearers.

I had an interesting encounter Saturday night.  I ran into friend of mine that I was once closer to, but  had long since told me that they didn't have enough time to still be my friend.  This person was at an alumni event.

When I saw her, I came up to her, gave her a big hug and asked about her life and what she was up to and shared my stories.  She had broken up with a boyfriend and I told her that she'd meet the right person someday. 

At one point, she stopped me and said, "Why are you being so nice to me?"

She knew she ditched me as a friend and she couldn't figure out why I was bothering to see how she was.  I just said simply, "What would be the point of being any other way?"

I wound up driving her and her friend back to Queens...  it was a beautiful night and I had the top down.   She was pretty worse for wear by the end of the night and I really didn't want our mutual friend to have to deal with dragging her around the subway.   Turns out that she lost her keys and I even had to turn around after driving 8 blocks away to help her look for them in the car and make sure she was ok.

Why bother?  Why not just ignore this person and let any negative feelings I had for them just fester...

And incredibly smart person summed this up better than I could:

"I just don't see the point in wasting time or energy on maintaining -- actively nurturing, in most cases -- sustained negativity toward someone or about something. It mostly harms YOU, makes YOU less happy, makes YOUR whole emotional world smaller, narrower, less enjoyable... and it definitely doesn't, as you point out, do anything to inspire better treatment from others either."

The fact that this former friend probably woke up maybe realizing that she had lost a good guy as a friend and probably didn't deserve the concern I showed her as a friend the night before is surely much more effective than whatever reaction she might have had to a dirty look or me telling her off.

And frankly, it felt very good to be the good person.  Not the bigger person, but just the good person all around.

Officewide e-mail from our office manager...

From: Deborah L. [mailto:name@oddcast.com]
Sent: Friday, April 20, 2007 12:05 PM
To: nyoffice@oddcast.com
Subject: Cookies in the kitchen :)


Response from our CFO re: someone on her staff...

From: Gally P. [mailto:name@oddcast.com]
Sent: Friday, April 20, 2007 12:24 PM
To: 'Deborah L.'; nyoffice@oddcast.com
Subject: RE: Cookies in the kitchen :)

Except for the Peanut Butter one, which is in Riv

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